I miss you babe.

I was so surprised to see you. Its been a week plus i last see your face. I really missed you alot. But i dont know what to say to you. You asked me where im going, i was at a lost of words. I jst wna hug you tight and say i love and miss you! But i wouldnt dare to, im afraid you'd push me away and what your friends think about me. Even without waiting for my reply you walked straight to your friends, you wasnt interested to talk to me i guess. You didnt call for me even you first saw me, you jst walked away as if we'r strangers, you stopped walkin til i call your name. I have a phobia with your expression you gave me when you saw me. Because she gave me that expression too during prom night. It was exactly the same expression. You were close to your friends, from the pat on your back i saw he did. I dont know what to do and went up quickly. I was thinking alot, and was quiet throughout with them. Only Dw cheered me up and told me not to let my imagination run wild, and i really appreciate it man, thanks. I thought you would msg or call me so i waited, but you did not. Jacky,wq, jl and hh went clarke quay to have fun. I went nowhere. Jst nowhere. I wanted to call you to meet you but i didnt have the guts. Im afraid to irritate you again. Dw said if you still have some feelings for me, you would call me, and asked me to wait for your call. Hmm nth to do, after exams now, nobody to mix with. They have their life, caring abt their own gfs and stuffs. It was like losing a part of me now, it seems to be runnin away from me and not return. Im so afraid, i didnt want this relationship to be like the last. But i couldnt do anything. How i wish we'd be like last time, at least i can show my care and concern abt you. I missed you givin' me attitude when we'r out tgt, quarrels we had, happiness and laughters we had. I missed your everything. I'v tried but there's nth i could do to have you and your attention. I cant do anything now but, wait...